Take me away.

ooh lah lah.class outing was like pure awesomeness and funess :) hahahaha.hope here will be another one being planned :) bio dint come.i was quite sad.actually like i alr said,nt exactly loh...i want to like him but i srsly cant.i do everything i think of piggy nose.he just steals my hart away.he may not be perfect but to me he is my ideal kind of guy.aunty molly(the lady in charge of legion of mary english junior in my church) said that love is just a decision not a feeling...she says that we can just decide to forget someone like what she did for an NS guy when she was younger.but i dont believe it.to me love is feeling that can never be nurtured and trained,pn was the only guy i really felt sparks no matter how many times i c him.i wanna cry everytime i think abt howneverything just faded between us.i love him but he doesn't know tht i still do.i bet he likes anastasia.i wish he'd know how i feel.i wish he cld feel the same way.but i know that for me.it will never come true.i hope that whichever girl he likes will love him back.at least he wld b happy...im gg to new zealand next yr.or tranferring to ijtp during this hols.i hope he'll forgive me by then...i still wanna hug him and whisper to him softly"i love u now.and i alws will" if only he knew how much im doing for him.i can barely live my life...without knowing he's there for me xoxoxo